Sex, drugs, and cigarettes can’t pay the bills, even though she’s tried.

After five years with the same man, Anya expected a ring but instead got a hollow excuse and a wave goodbye. Suddenly single, she’s dateless, destitute, and promising her concerned mother that she doesn’t have an alcohol problem, even though she definitely does.

Her parents give her one last chance to turn her life around - an all expenses paid trip to her best friend’s wedding in Ireland. Anya is thankful for a break from the constant state of disaster in her life, even if it means pretending to be happy when she’s not.

Halfway across the world, Anya meets an unavailable man who has his life together in a way she could only dream of, and spending time with him tests her heart and courage. After a friend’s frightening overdose and a barroom brawl that lands the party in jail, Anya realizes that in order to be happy she has to create her own way. And it’s not going to be easy.

Her sad, beautiful, tragic life can't stay that way forever.